bitchesss x)

ii havnt blogged on this thing in like YEARS !

i wass in the mood of sharing my feelings. OMG, so much has happened. well, in the first 4 months of this year, i've lost friendships, gained friendships, and even found someone that gives me the shits, but i cant stop thinking about ! aww.. i know right!?

anyways, year 11.. i think im starting to feel the damn pressure. Compared to this, year 10 was bullshit ! fkn i had a three thousand word essay for PHYSICS. that was stressful. i wrote a 5 page essay, on CHANGE, and im failing modern history. GREAT. argh

i dont even think anyone is going to read this, but i guess its a good thing. i dont have to be cautious about what im going to say. not many people even know that this still exists.

There is someone that drivess mee crazy ! but i just cant seem to let him go ! lulu gave me her stoopid disease, of liking stoopid complicated korean boys ! ARGH fuck you bitch. ive got her friggin "Seeing" disease.. which is NOT cool. NOT cool at ALL.

Its finally holidays, im so grateful ! i dont think i could've lasted another week at School. Its so stressful, so much work and i have to wake up so god damn earlyyy. Its like school, and then tutoring for 4 hours ! argh. my brain cells are going to like commit suicide, because of all the stress im giving em. HAHA =) that was sad.

ahh, im so confused ! i swear to god, guys confuse the motherfuck outta me, its like.. "Why can't they make up their fucking minds?" seriously, one day, you're like full acting like a couple, and then the next day.. NOTHING. but, its better lately.  hmms. i want a tattoo =) i saw young the other day, and we've been saying that we're gna get a tattoo together for like a year ! man.. i need to get a job. im so effing BROKE. i hate this feeling. FUCK

ANYWAYS, lulu&danny are FINALLY going outs. FUCK OATH after like 3 months. geeez, strange strange peoplee.. my msn is so fucked up.

anyways, i dont knoow what else to write. ohyeah, i think im going eastershow on tuesday ! yay =) BUT im so broke for easter show. ARGH itss soo expensivee i swear. its like 30 dollars entry, 5 dollars per ride, and like 10 dollars for a DRINK. farout.

anyways.. i shall go now. LATERS xx

lOve aLwayss xtiina..<3